Yeah.... Don't ask me why my husband shaves his head. I have told him millions of times how much i love his hair. Guess i should start saying how much i hate it! He does the opposite of everything i say!
This is Krew my brother Justin's dog, .... Well used to be. He love my Mom better because she actually plays with him and feeds him
Max my doggy of course. He hates Krew but it's really funny to see them play, well Krew plays Max fights but he's so little he doesn't do much damage to Krew.
This is Koda, we got him I wanna say about 5 or 6 years ago for christmas, well he is kind of dumb... He must have ADD or something because he can't sit still and he doesn't listen. We have to leave him out back all the time because he runs away and takes Krew with him. But he is such a big cuddle bear. No body really likes him because he's a bad dog all the time but when he is being good he's a good cuddler and so sweet.
It's true my mom bought all the dogs christmas costumes. Krew and Koda have blinky santa hats on and our muts Daisi and Petie have Reindeer costumes!
Doesn't everyone look so happy?! 
We realixed we didn't have Max int eh picture and I forgot his elf costume at home so this will have to do.
Today is a little hit and miss with me. I called the doctor this morning to let him know that the baby had passed and i was still bleeding. My doctor's nurse Kim called me back and said she got my blood results back from comparison and she said my first batch if blood (in points) my point level was 1500 so it looked good (no miscarriage) the second batch had said 1200 so it dropped that much in 1 1/2 days so I would've had a miscarriage anyway. I am very sad the baby is gone because we were both looking forward to having another little one. But i know it is better it happened this early than later. I was more prepared for it to happen than i was the two days i was an emotional time bomb (Tuesday and Wednesday). So i took the miscarriage a lot better. Today, i don't really know how to explain it. If I'm sitting at home a lone thinking about it i just start to cry, but if i keep myself busy i am fine. I am still cramping but i have been taking it easy and taking Tylenol. I got to hold my cousin Kael at lunch today and i wanted to cry because i was so looking forward to having another little one but i know there was something wrong with the baby and it was suppose to happen. So sorry if you come up to me and i start crying, I'm just a little different today. Well Me and Josh are going to allow my body to heal and get back to normal before we start trying again but will update when we get good news again and hopefully everything goes well. Thank you everyone that has given me advice or have just been there for me. It has really meant a lot and it has really helped me get through this trial. I love you all and thanks again! :-)
Well...here's the scoop. I started cramping last night at 7:45 so i took some Tylenol and got a heating pad and went to bed. I woke up this morning and called the doctor to let him know i was now cramping. He wanted to do some more blood work to compare to the results he got from the blood they took on Tuesday. Well tonight about an hour ago i started cramping really bad so i went to the bathroom and there it all went. I'm still cramping and bleeding a lot so i know for sure i miscarried. I sat in the bathroom for a really long time until i felt like it was slowing down. So if it doesn't completely slow i will probably have to go to the ER. Fingers crossed i don't have too. I hope everything has passed.
Yesterday i was an emotional time bomb. I cried all day yesterday. Well i finally got some peace last night and so emotionally i felt better today. I am handling it very well so I am okay. Josh is okay as well. We know there was something not right and it was meant to happen. Thank you for all those that have kept me and my family in their prayers. We greatly appreciate it. hopefully we will have more luck next time.
I went to the doctors yesterday and this is what happened. He did my check up and after that was done we talked about my symptoms. Sunday morning i went to the bathroom and noticed i was spotting. I got really nervous because i thought i was miscarrying. I told josh what was going on and he didn't seem too worried about it. I talked to my Mom and she said it's normal to spot in the beginning of your pregnancy and it will go away on it's own. My mother in law said the same thing so i calmed down a little. The next day i went to my grandma's and helped her put her Christmas tree up and decorate it. I wasn't spotting before i got over there but then started again when i left there. I called my doctor to let him know what was going on and they said we'll check you out tomorrow (Tuesday) at your appointment. So they didn't seem to act like it was anything serious. Tuesday the spotting was more red and a little more but not like a period. more like the last two days of your period but thinner. So i panicked a little. He checked me and said everything looks good to me it must be from an old period or whatever and your body is just getting rid of it. So he still doesn't seem to be worried about it. We did the ultra sound and he couldn't find a heart beat. He says i am probably too early to tell so i see him again on the 19Th (week and a half). He says my due date is July 31st but the latest he'll let me go is August 5Th.
Well I am a total emotional, nervous wreck. I cried a lot yesterday and this morning. I just can't get past thinking negative. I feel like the baby has been gone it just hasn't passed yet. But Josh says I need to be positive and think that best that could happen. He says everything is going to be okay and whatever happens, happens for a reason. I believe him it's just really hard for me. So please those that read this keep my family in your prayers. it would be greatly appreciated. Thank you for those that have supported us already. Love you all and thank you again. I will update again as soon as i know what is going on.
Here's Braiden with his wire looking for grandma with the marshmellows!
How about now?!
I was really bad with taking belly shots when I was pregnant with Braiden So i promise I'll do better with this one!
Info on me:
I'm feeling great! No morning sickness, have had weird food cravings: Bagels and cream cheese with cinnamon on top, doritos with bbq sauce, bbq sandwiches from joe's bbq, and pumpkin pie. Nothing too unusual but never had before. I am 7 weeks pregnant and my due date is around the End of July or Beginning of August. Have a doctors appointment on Tuesday afternoon. I will update when I can. We are so excited! Yay! Now y'all can stop asking when I'm having #2! hehe
This picture was too funny to not post! Every single one of them are glued to the tv! Very funny!
